rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

6 apr 2021
5 747 099 Skatījumi

“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

The National Eating Disorders Association (NEDA) helpline
1-800-931-2237 (they also offer click-to-chat messaging)

SAMHSA Hotline for individuals and family members facing mental health and/or substance use disorders
1-800-662-HELP (4357)
TTY: 1-800-487-4889

Love Is Respect. Love is more than just the way you feel. Text loveis to 22522 for support and help understanding healthy relationships.
TTY 1-866-331-8453
Text: loveis to 22522
Chat Online:

Or if you need immediate support, please reach out to your local crisis text line:
USA: Text HOME to 741741
UK: Text SHOUT to 85258
Canada: Text CONNECT to 686868 or 741741

Learn how to save lives at
Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

Find resources for your path to recovery at the Recovery Resource Hub (

  • I still feel like she is showing us a facade

    mia miamia miaPirms Stundas
    • I am worried tbh

      Emine BEmine BPirms Stundas
  • She still looks so so so lost. My best friend passed away from a heroin addiction in my heart goes out to her and her family and friends. But this whole moderation thing is worrisome. I hope she heals and finds happiness.

    Marci RhodesMarci RhodesPirms Stundas
  • Well Eltons 30 years sober and not through moderation! "You either do it or you dont" and that is the bottom line.....

    Freddie morganFreddie morganPirms 2 Stundām
  • Girl is surrounded by too many yes people

    Ruby RoseRuby RosePirms 2 Stundām
  • It is nice to no that just because you are famous and have everything and can buy everything. You are still just a person in the end. #loveYouDemi. If you read this Demi Lovato a just want to say that you have help me with my body positive to my one body. And new now a have tried to have a shirt on in school and talk in school and not just being a spooky 👻. Thanks, Lovely Demi Lovato.

    Helèn Jonsbäck - Elev Wämöskolan 7CHelèn Jonsbäck - Elev Wämöskolan 7CPirms 3 Stundām
  • I fear we might lose Demi. As someone who has been surrounded by addicts in my family, moderation doesn’t work. It never will. :/

    IsaIsaPirms 3 Stundām
  • I cant see the video :(

    Mariana RiveraMariana RiveraPirms 4 Stundām
  • The only one who has the courage to say the true is Elton John

    Marceline DbrlMarceline DbrlPirms 4 Stundām
  • Why isn’t she getting help for depression

    Dranzer HDranzer HPirms 5 Stundām
  • Demi, you need more people in your life that will tell you the truth. I pray this happens before the people around you “yes” you to death...literally. I pray you find your true identity and realize there is more to life than numbing the pain. We learn things about ourselves through the pain. Without those lessons, we repeat the cycle.

    Vicki LuciaVicki LuciaPirms 5 Stundām
  • 27:14 She looks so cute. That hair cut looks great on you 🤍

    hola soy Tatihola soy TatiPirms 5 Stundām
  • everything was ok, until she injects the politics at 22:05

    abilyn 1105abilyn 1105Pirms 5 Stundām
  • The moderation thing seems like a slippery slope, but maybe being more comfortable with herself and having support around her will keep her on track. Her hair looks amazing - makes her even more cute....if that’s even possible!! Glad she dumped the actor - he seemed shady 😏

    Michois HMichois HPirms 5 Stundām
  • Ich vermisse den deutschen Untertitel

    Emma von S.Emma von S.Pirms 5 Stundām
  • Only two minutes of watching and I already want to cry, damn

    KaesthetycKaesthetycPirms 6 Stundām
  • milking tf out of it

    Vinegar HusbandsVinegar HusbandsPirms 7 Stundām
  • oh boy cant wait to hear about a rich crack head, shes different lol

    Thomas HarrellThomas HarrellPirms 7 Stundām
    • BAAHAHAHA I like this.

      MandaMandaPirms Stundas
  • I’m so sorry but the makes me better to say that these help me because I’m not a drug addicted I knew that I’m not the first or last one on these earth that struggles we all as human beings struggle and sometimes we need that help anyone with that problem contact someone to help you 😍

    Victoria Grande zunigaVictoria Grande zunigaPirms 7 Stundām
  • I love you Demi, you are absolutely amazing. Famous or not your only human we all make mistakes. Your beyond amazing and I'm proud of u. I'd do anything to have my cousin here with me. He OD and died in 2017 from "h". I blame myself for him dying bc I felt like I wasn't there for him. When he needed me the most 🥺. You are beautiful and you are strong and I love u and wanna keep you in positive thoughts

    Jessica OlguinJessica OlguinPirms 7 Stundām
  • These people needs to stop sugarcoating the whole situation. Just be real to her. How many more documentaries are they willing to do.They are like oh it is over let's have fun.She needs professional help

    Dilara ArasDilara ArasPirms 8 Stundām
  • I dont think this is gonna be the last struggle of hers but I want to think so. I feel like she needs to get away from social media take a little break and stop making everyone believe that she is fine now bc she isn't fine. After that she could just fine a true person with a real character who will take care of her emotionally.I feel bad bc something horrible happens she makes a doc and same thing repeats.I truly wish she can get out of this horrible rabbit hole.

    Dilara ArasDilara ArasPirms 8 Stundām
  • When is the next episode?

    Sav JordanSav JordanPirms 8 Stundām
  • She really needs to open her eyes and realize there is more people in the world than herself! Looks outside of yourself Demi or you will never get better.

    Ang boggsAng boggsPirms 8 Stundām
  • This moderation isn’t going to work. I’m scared for her.

    Soph _VxSoph _VxPirms 9 Stundām
  • This poor girl! Spinning out of control. If she hasn't already slipped? She will soon. There is no such thing as moderation when it comes to sobriety. Your either ALL IN or not. This girl is lying to herself and everyone else.

    Alex KeatonAlex KeatonPirms 9 Stundām
  • I think y'all should give Demi a little credit for choosing to include Sir Elton John's comments on the moderation thing. But I honestly think that everyone's journey is different when it comes to addiction, like she said, the first way didn't work and that's why she's trying something else. The only certainty is uncertainty at this point.

    Mazvita SelemaniMazvita SelemaniPirms 10 Stundām
  • Demi’s story is very powerful and I want her to know that she’s even more empowering now than ever before.

    Kaijuuu ._Kaijuuu ._Pirms 11 Stundām
  • I recently lost my brother to an overdose and watching this made me feel so close to him. Thanks for being vulnerable and bringing us inside the mind of an addict. I'm so happy you're on the other side of it now ❤️

    Amanda HughesAmanda HughesPirms 11 Stundām
  • I love her so much, but it feels like the silence before the freaking worried about her 😔😔😔🥺

    Wiktoria MizerskaWiktoria MizerskaPirms 12 Stundām
  • I mean as long as moderation MEANS moderation but it might not. so I hope for the best

    M LM LPirms 14 Stundām
  • fake brainless sellout

    Bryan TaylorBryan TaylorPirms 16 Stundām
  • Her laugh at the end! I LOOOOOVE IT! it’s one of a kind🙃

    Mrs. KittyMrs. KittyPirms 17 Stundām
  • Also ok zaddy haircut! 😻

    Krys' WorldKrys' WorldPirms 18 Stundām
  • Love the new hair

    Kyra LawKyra LawPirms 18 Stundām
  • Oh lawd just stop with the constant whiny bullshit and enjoy your privileged life, there are people that have lost their lives, their homes, careers. Count your blessings and stop trying to make yourself a constant victim smh pathetic.

    julesdwilljulesdwillPirms 18 Stundām
  • Gawwdd i love her laugh its the best!!!!!!!!❤❤💖💖

    chelsea87auchelsea87auPirms 18 Stundām
  • Jordan the former assistant seems like the only one who actually cares.

    SuperGingerSuperGingerPirms 19 Stundām
  • Nossa, conseguiu ficar perfeita com esse cabelo

    Nara FelipeNara FelipePirms 19 Stundām
  • THIS. THIS WHOLE DAMN DOCUMENTARY IS EVERYTHING! My heart is so full of joy, FINALLY we see someone living in her truth in that industry and THAT is so refreshing, but most importantly are NOT ALONE in this sister. Keep on shining babe and live your truth ❤️💃🏽👯‍♀️❤️ ALL the LOVE and positive energy sent to you love! Love love love you Demi!

    Krys' WorldKrys' WorldPirms 19 Stundām
  • The “moderation” thing. 🚩 🚩 🚩 Listen to Sir Elton John, please.

    Vicky !Vicky !Pirms 21 Stundas
  • This is everything, I’m SO SO happy for Demi and her honesty. I wish her well in everything she does. By the way Demi, my daughter is single 😂

    Claudine CrinerClaudine CrinerPirms 22 Stundām
  • I thought skillet hahahahahaha

  • Who else felt as soon as she said she’s engaged that it wasn’t gonna last bc he wasn’t genuine?! 🙋🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️

    N GabrielN GabrielPirms 22 Stundām
  • I love her hair even better now!!

    Royalty by Leala MAKEUPRoyalty by Leala MAKEUPPirms 23 Stundām
  • maria gadu

    Lohanna OliveiraLohanna OliveiraPirms dienas
  • 28:19 lembrei da Cardi B kkkk Demi também tem uma risada única q me alegra 💛🇧🇷

    Edy RodriguesEdy RodriguesPirms dienas
  • I don’t like that she states that her crippling depression is essentially a type most won’t understand. We have all been through very similar if not far worse situation but just no spotlight or millions of dollars to support us. Please still be humble, and take responsibility for your actions that have affected so many people.

    slk Bambislk BambiPirms dienas
  • what the f is a demi?

    mike daytonamike daytonaPirms dienas
  • Demi needs to have a chat with David Crosby. He's done the hard drugs and now only does weed, too.

    dcbsmtdcbsmtPirms dienas
  • Is Demi actually okay? I can't tell

    L. T.L. T.Pirms dienas
  • relieves her guilt. She feels in control & is still able to indulge - all while feeling guilt free since they all condone her approach. I pray this works for her, and wish her only the b

    Emily AnEmily AnPirms dienas
  • Christina Aguilera is pure STUNNING! Omg!

    triplejoetriplejoePirms dienas
  • tá fofa ,tipo inchada

    Eliel BarrosEliel BarrosPirms dienas
  • Demi is honestly a mess. So much of his is actually ridiculous and it seems like no one loves her enough to tell her the truth.

    Ashley ShauticeAshley ShauticePirms dienas
    • Hole heartedly agree. Everyone in these comments seems to see through this last episode.

      MandaMandaPirms 2 Stundām
  • I love how the intro of every episode says “if you need help just reach out for help or contact the numbers bellow (insert here public line service). There are people who can help you. The episodes: Demi had the best of the best professionals (like 100 all from different specialities) to take care of her = drug addict for over 10 years.

    tag oceantag oceanPirms dienas
  • demi you chacing the wrong person. come here i may not be famous but i know i can give you the unconditional love and we both and continue to to be the better version of ourselves. =)

    King yeemKing yeemPirms dienas
  • Her story moves me really she has been through so much and being still as strong to keep fighting is incredible I wish I could be at least 1% strong as she is! I wish and pray so much for her to get better and her addictions to only be part of the past I really think she deserves more than anyone to live the life she dream of to be the happiest in her life in her music in everything ! Demi I pray so hard for you because you deserve it and know that you are not alone of course you have your family and friends but you have millions of people who support you in the best way ! Don’t be scared or trying to be a role model for everyone because by being yourself really even during hard time people will support you ! You can be sure of that ! Stay strong baby we love you support you and pray for you

    Lea GLea GPirms dienas
  • Only 4 episode?

    ReettaReettaPirms dienas
  • Not sure why you have to pay for episode 3 & 4, I though this was supposed to help people not be a money grab and promo for the album. Pretty disappointing.

    Amy RaeAmy RaePirms dienas
  • I love Elton

    Amanda StickleyAmanda StickleyPirms dienas
  • 20:41 GUUUURL! SANG IT! 😍

    T JAYT JAYPirms dienas
  • The friends she has I dream of having 🥰

    Kali BurnhamKali BurnhamPirms dienas
  • Is she not PoC?

    Tab WaylandTab WaylandPirms dienas
  • No episode 5?

    Kristen MirandaKristen MirandaPirms dienas
  • I pray for her well being and health and continued growth.

    777777Pirms dienas
  • I’m in recovery from drugs and alcohol for the last two years. For me....I can’t use any substance but for many others I have met in my recovery that isn’t true for them. Recovery is a very personal journey and it doesn’t have to include complete abstinence. Recovery is very different from sobriety. Those of us whom have overcome our addictions and have rebuild our lives; the main focus isn’t complete abstinence. The main focus is finding control in rebuilding our lives. Once we figure out how to do life in a healthy way, abstinence is no longer issue.

    Charlene BargasCharlene BargasPirms dienas
  • OT but the crystal water bottle? 21:49 I need it!

    J AaronJ AaronPirms dienas
  • Is this the last episode?

    bernardahdbernardahdPirms dienas
  • Why did her ex-assistant quit??? She is responsable for saving Demi

    Tamara TamaraaTamara TamaraaPirms dienas
    • Maybe it was too much for her to handle

      CcCcPirms 2 Stundām
  • She dosnt need all them people around.. All they want is her Money..

  • I cannot believe so many people are co signing this BS. This is enabling at the worst. I'm not a fan nor a hater but I watched the last documentary due to it being a suggest watch and I saw the fakery then. What I'd see is the real honestly about the real damage she's done to her organs.

    LA LALA LAPirms dienas
  • Britney Spears with that haircut

    K PK PPirms dienas
  • Never say never demi! Trust me, I said that a few times. I smoke weed now but not drinking. The weed keeps my anxiety and depression in check and it's been years since I've touched dope. My boyfriend died the day I got clean.

    412 Girl412 GirlPirms dienas
  • I'm so glad that you are alive

    Valante SwitcherValante SwitcherPirms dienas
  • “Recovery isn’t a one size fits all solution” - Demi. Wise words indeed.❤️

    Gemma PartingtonGemma PartingtonPirms dienas
  • I think she is trying her best and trying to be the best version of herself . Recovering from any addiction is hard . Moderation can be the only way to help through the all process.

    Amandine MmtAmandine MmtPirms dienas
  • was this the last one...?

    Catalina GonzalezCatalina GonzalezPirms dienas
  • This girl is so lost. So sad. So much talent and beauty but she is running from the truth

    bb26bb26Pirms dienas
  • I wish the best for Demi. I never want to speak for Demi or her experiences or her recovery, but from what we have been able to see in this series, it seems that there’s so much she still has to work through from being thrown into the limelight too soon. Possibly leaving the industry for an extended period of time could be beneficial and not having her music be a business, but more of a form of therapy and self expression. I do worry for her safety and her health that moderation will lead to a slippery slope, as Elton John said, but I hope she can find a balance. I hope her friends and family are actually a support system and not feeding into the problem.

    Lucy MarchantLucy MarchantPirms dienas
  • The mom pisses me off sorry not sorry, I feel like she doesn’t get the severity of Demi’s hurt in her life & she seems emotionless throughout the whole documentary

    Nan NanNan NanPirms dienas
  • 6 months top....she will relapse

    Kenton GonzalesKenton GonzalesPirms dienas
  • She will relapse. Smoking and drinking counts as a relapse. Also the political angle is cringe.

    Cian GraueCian GrauePirms dienas
  • Come on Demi. Im ready for music!!!

  • Smoke some weed And wax Demi and do anything else u got this girl ur legit fthe media

    Jai ElisabethJai ElisabethPirms dienas
  • The reason addicts are warned not to use moderation is because if they could moderate successfully, they wouldn’t be an addict in the first place. I wish her well, but I don’t see moderation working out.

    michekaymichekayPirms dienas
  • The last thing she needs is an outside relationship. She MUST work on herself, learn to be with only herself, heal and make peace with her past. And that California sober is a joke!!!! If moderation actually worked, she would never have been an addict. Demi needs to leave Hollyweird, she can record from anywhere. AA states, in order to work one's sober plan, one must be willing to change "people, places and things", that will trigger a relapse. Demi still isn't willing to work a true AA program. And she has too many enablers on her payroll.

    Lillian GalleLillian GallePirms dienas
  • We were talking in my psychology class about how addiction never goes away you just learn to cope with it and ways to work around it., and try to live your life the best you can. I love Demi and I am soo proud of Demi as a supporter of just her as a person and someone who has gone through similar things. I hope she's here for a veryyyyyy long time.

    Amaya MoniqueAmaya MoniquePirms dienas
  • So the moral of this story is to..... keep drinking and drugging?? Oh.

    Cherie BCherie BPirms dienas
  • Ok but are we not going to talk about her Selena shirt🤩

    Royalty by Leala MAKEUPRoyalty by Leala MAKEUPPirms dienas
  • I am so sad for her 😔

    lyliloulylilouPirms dienas
  • Inspired

    Breezee GonzalesBreezee GonzalesPirms dienas
  • Que bueno mujer que ya estés mejor, hay mucha gente que te ama y te apreciamos, eres una excelente cantante, y artista. Recuerda que Cristo nos ama pero no nos obliga a seguirle, en esta nueva oportunidad de vida ojala y quieras permitirle a Cristo que el reine tu vida y sea tu Señor y Rey. Bendiciones.

    Ari ZepedaAri ZepedaPirms dienas
  • Can anyone tell me how to watch without paying?

    Kiana EKiana EPirms 2 dienām
  • Demi, get out of the states for two years, go to a third world country and look for ways to help those people. When you out of your head and not focusing on your problems and helping others, that will give you special high, a natural high. It will fulfill you with joy. Get a smaller home but a bigger back yard where you can take a walk in a peaceful place. Get plants full of beautiful colors to uplift you. Less is more, having a big home makes a person feel alone if its not packed with people.

    aly bealy bePirms 2 dienām
  • 2020 it was my best year too, cause I've been thru a lot of things and finally it was like I have the time to restart my life.

    UtubequeerUtubequeerPirms 2 dienām
  • Did they get other celebrities to get on the documentary just to give baseless compliments.. it’s like even Demi’s team nows that she will come off as unlikable

    allison wiltonallison wiltonPirms 2 dienām
  • Demi seems really toxic...

    allison wiltonallison wiltonPirms 2 dienām
  • Elton took the words out of my mouth....the others are just the “yes” men around her. With peace and love 🌚

    soinhu foitusoinhu foituPirms 2 dienām
  • You dropped your hair because you lost your mind grow your hair back because you look gorgeous I will leave the freaky stuff the freaks

    Big EBig EPirms 2 dienām
  • I am clean and sober as of November 15, 1993. I totally agree with Elton John on moderation. It didn't work for me, either. In fact, I OD'ed twice in early 1993 and later that summer--before I got clean and sober eventually--by combining my psych med, lithium eskalith, with a little alcohol, having long since given up heavy drinking when "friends" I did that with abandoned me, when I stood up to their racism and anti-Semitism in 1990. The pill bottle probably said not to combine the drug with alcohol, but it was so long ago, I, frankly, don't recall. So, I agree with Elton--moderation doesn't work.

    Vivian TaubeVivian TaubePirms 2 dienām